Dear diary...

So i got my exam results back yesterday and i got a D. I know its not what i was hoping for and i need to do better but why can't my mum put it in a nice way that i should re take it instead of pratically shouting at me that it was sh!t and i should have done much better and i have to re take it. Why does she like to make me feel like utter sh!t?
Mikey re-added me on FB today and i've enjoyed chatting and flirting with him and then i tell adam that ive got back in touch with him and hes so not happy. I dont understand why he doesnt like him, its not as if hes done anything to hurt him. Adam is the reason i stopped talking to mikey, im not doing it again. If he doesnt like it he can lump it.

Dear Diary,

Today I realized I totally screwed myself by not doing my school work.
YAY~! Next stop: dead-end job; here I come.


I hate writing papers/reports.


P.S. I'm still looking at the brightside. I saved lives Wednesday (: and I have Arashi<3

Last edited by jacklineee (03-27-2010 03:11)

Dear diary
Had a bit of a 'movie' experience last night. I met up with one of my friends from my biology class and we 'accidently' kissed....alot. we were kinda sneaking around where he lives since if anyone found out we'd be ripped by everyone. since all of our biology class is really close so we'd get it in the neck from absolutely everyone. and then my ex would find out and would pummel him into the ground which obviously wouldnt be good. But yeah we were sneaking around trying to get back to this park thing and my friend drove past in the car, texting me asking if it was me with him. Also we had to hide from his friends that strolled past.
We both know we dont want a relationship since we both got out of bad ones and i know its all meaningless but it was just exciting and we both were like 'jeez this is just like a movie'. Sorry about this post but i felt i had to let it out, hopefully no one from my biology class comes on here and reads this XD

this is very inresting

Dear diary,
Today I do not have to go to school so i am going to stay home all day and read my Twilight Saga books and watch tv and stay on the laptop all day. But I have a big headache.

Dear Diary.
It's the second day of the Easter Break and yet it's still raining. I cannot believe that some places in Scotland and Ireland have been getting snow in the Spring! That's crazy. Haha, my Mum told me last night that when she was little they once got snow in May
Today I went stopping with my Nana, and brought the Rocky Horror Picture Show OST, as I'm really addicted to the Film at the moment for some reason.
Had a lovely meal in Bella Italian, however the waiter really gets on my nerves - because I go in quite a bit. And he keeps dropping hints on taking me out for a drink I just smile sweetly and ignore him. If only he knew that I was a lesbian, I'm sure he'll leave me alone or he could be one of them annoying males that still insist that he can turn me straight. I don't like people like that, infact I hate them.

Dear Diary,

so far. having an awesome time with friends & bf + his bday is coming up.
though, school tests are putting on wayy too much pressure!
i just can't wait until its April Vacation & the way i can freeze time where i can just hang out with my friends and relax.

dear diary,
i was calling my grandma and i asked her if she can come over to my apt and she was like what am i going to do at your house? come to my house! she said. i dont know like see your granddaughter. she was always mean to my mom when my mom was little and grown.

Dear Diary.

Staying at my Granny's has been fun. I've been doing extra chores. We're moving to England on the 26th! I cannot wait. We all get our own room. I can't think of what to do with mine. I want it nice and happy, so I'll smile when I see it. Maybe...Blue? I'll think about it a while longer.
I'll decorate it, too. With really cool stuff.
I'm nervous about the plane. I haven't been on one in three to four years. I remember your ears pop when you either land or take off. I think it's when you land. Bleh, I'll find out when it happens.
My passport picture looks horrible. Ugh, they never turn out right. Oh well.
I just had an idea that I will not talk to anyone in my old town anymore. Why should I? I was bullied for two years by them.
I'm going to my friend's school when we move. She's lovely. Her Mum and my Mum are friends. We actually became friends because of them. Her name's Hayley. She said she and her friends are taking me out shopping and to the cinema so I can get to know them, and vice versa.
Her Mum, my Mum's friend, Mandy said when she meets me, she's giving me a big hug. We met online. I know, it sounds dangerous, but I heard them on the phone and my Mum met them. They're so cool. I can't wait to meet them!
The house we're getting is a new enough one. Pretty, too. I love it! My Mum absolutely loves it, too. Every  so often, I see her all excited. Knowing what it's about, I ask her 'What are you excited about?' She says 'I can't wait to move.' Wouldn't I be expected to be like that?
We have to go to the airport at 3am on the 26th! I'll just have red bull or something to stay up. Hell, I stayed up for three days and nights once, I can do that.
I need a book to read whilst on the plane. Another excuse to go shopping. We're going shopping tomorrow anyway because I have only three outfits worth of clothes left. I threw most of them and some of them were left in my old house because they weren't really appropriate for me to wear. Sooo...I get a few new clothes. And a book. Yay.

So, yeah, that's it for now.

Dear Diary.
Today I got a new laptop as my old one died on Wednesday and it was far too broken for repair, so here I am writing my new diary note on my nice and shiny laptop
I must also pop back into town later to see if that bar does have my Passport as it's been a week since I lost it
I also had to by some train tickets ready for the end of the month when I visit one of my chosen Univesities for an open day!
Oh, and I shall also be home alone after I have got back from the bar
Although I might get changed into 'going-out' clothes just incase my Passport is there and then meet some friends in town for some drinks to either celebrate or drown my sorrows if my Passport is actually lost

Dear Diary.

I went to sleep at 4 in the morning, thinking that I will be able to sleep until 3p.m. I was very wrong. My mother had different plans for me, she walked in my room at 6 in the morning telling me to get up and help her with easter cooking. Straight off I told her to "get the hell out of my room". She kept on saying "please help me with the cooking" I was sooooo peed off with her, that i shouted "GET A LIFE!" then stood up and nearly fell over, since i stood up waaay to quick. I went downstairs and helped her with the cooking. Now my nan (from poland, who i haven't seen for about 4 months) has came to england for a week. I am extremely happy, since it's my favourite nan. She has purple hair and is very crazy, also bullies my mum, which is why i love her so much:) They are all having breakfast now, and i am sitting in my room, writting to you:) i feel good talking about this to someone, because it makes me angry when my mum blooody wakes me up at 6 in the morning when it's MY HOLIDAYS!

thankyou for listening my dear diary:) speak to you in the evening, if i have time:)

p.s i think i am going to tell my nan to bully my mother for what she did to me today, ahh soooo sooo angry xxx thanks again

ahh, now i have to go to church, bloooooooooooooooooody hell

Last edited by LaFabiee (04-03-2010 09:45)

Dear Diary

I havent even started eating my lindt chocolate egg yet and i already feel sick. thats hardly fair.
No one is around today i dont think so im gunna be bored again. i might aswell crack on with my easter homework and get it out the way... *sigh*

Dear Diary

I'm so tired today, went to bed at about 3.30am, and been up since 8am so I know I'm going to look like hell when I look in the mirror. Maybe I'll avoid that at all costs.
Had a very boring 21st birthday party to attend last night. So many old relatives of the girl I've only seen a small handful of times since I graduated from high school. The other people my age there aren't really friends of mine, just the ones you see and say hello to. So that was fun making awkward small talk. There was no alcohol, but you could make your own tea or coffee if you liked (yep...it was that fun, and I needed that coffee to stay awake).
And I also found out that my ex who I'm still friends with had been lying to me about how close he was to a previous ex of his. Who is also a friend of mine. I want to yell at them both so bad. Pair of liars. Geez I hate it when people pretend that you matter to them but apparently you don't.
Anyway, it's Easter Sunday today. I hope I don't get too many easter eggs, I didn't buy any for anyone and made it clear I don't want any.
I have nothing else to really say. Nothing to say that's appropriate for MB anyway.

Bye.