Dear Diary....

Dear Die-ary.
Hee hee. Johnny joke.

Dear Diary,
Mum and I are sleeping att he house she works in. Yes, we're allowed. It's much warmer there than it is in our house. We're going to watch DVDs and make pizza. I'm going to get a shower there because it's not cold when you get out. I had to cut my hair. Yes, had to. I had no choice. Apparently, I may have to cut more off. It's making my back worse. There are these weird spots and scars on it, and when my hair is itchy I scratch even more, making them worse. I liked my hair, though...It's just below my shoulders now.
School was easy, we got five free classes. I regret not auditioning for the play, it looks fun. Sophie asked me to go to the cinema with her next weekend. I said yes. She's such a good friend, I wish we'd been friends sooner, we have so much in common.
Dad and his 'girlfriend' broke up. He says she's too controlling, but from what I've heard, she's not. Mum's still with her boyfriend. We've talked, and he's really friendly. And he respects my Mum's decision on 'taking it slow.' I hope they'll be together for a while.
I'm going to England for three weeks in the summer, and then for a weekend for the Easter holidays. I can't wait!
I got a facial today. It was my first time. I'm allergic to salt, that surprised me. Yikes, that explains a lot. But other than that, I liked it, a lot. My blackheads are going away. You can see the difference already! And my face feels so smooth. I'm also going to the gym in about three weeks. Not to be super skinny, obviously. I need to lose a bit, just a tiny bit on my stomach, and tone my body up a bit. I want to be able to run laps again. I remember having to do about 6 laps EVERY DAY in primary school, and if anyone talked, they got another lap. It was torture. Back then, anyway. I just REALLY wanna go on a treadmill. It looks fun.
That's all I have to say right now.
Bianca.

Haii dairy,

I brought my hamster a house but he bit it

Baii x

Dear Diary,

I tried to be a dragon again today. I thought I would be able to fly (NOT KIDDING!!), so I jumped up from my bed and crashed into my end table, hitting my head on it. I heard this hollow sound so now I'm paranoid I do not have a brain and I also have a really bad headache now. If I really don't have a brain then I won't have to worry about a concussion, right? I really need to stop thinking I'm a dragon all the time. It's a hazard to my health. But I really want to be one!

I went to the library today. I got a lot of cool crap. But I forgot that the library closed at 4 on Saturdays, not at 8, and I lost track of time reading the current issue of Glamour, and my mom was still cleaning my grandma's house when they closed. I left my coat in my mom's car because it's really hot in the library and I didn't wanna carry that heavy thing around and I had to wait outside for my mom to pick me up and it was freezing with just my hoodie. And to make matters worse she said that she was almost finished cleaning the kitchen but I think she's a really SLOW cleaner because it was about 15 minutes until she FINALLY left and it took another 10 for her to drive over to the library. She's so slow at everything she does, I swear!

Dear Book,

I had a very strange dream.

Me and my boyfriend, Dave, were searching for something... we were in a taxi. Then we rode into my dads house by jumping off a ramp. The guy driving the car was like "DARN ALIENS!!"
And we were like "wha?"
then we crashed. The taxi driver disappeared and so did Dave. It was raining.
I went inside my dads, he was sat with giant plants in his living room. My stepmam (¬_¬) asked if i was infected. I took this offensively.
I tried ringing Dave but his phone was off (his answer machine: YOYOYO!!!!!!!)

There was a flood outside from the rain. But i wanted to go out. So i did, to search for my friends.
Then i found this little girl and a few other friends near a park (on the other end of the town.)

The girl had goo on her finger and tried to touch me with it. Everyone was talking about a zombie apocolypse. So i was like D:

Then the girl touched me the goo and i realised it was a zombie infection, so i started beating her up, she was a year younger than me >.>

And then, a woman got some people that may have been infected together in a warehouse. There was me, about 5 of my friends, and that girl ¬_¬

We did speaking exercises and then there was a knock and Dave and a few other friends of mine were there
By then there was about 20 of us.

Then the zombies burst in. And i was like "screw this." and i was like "BITE ME B*TCH"

And then i got bitten and passed out, so i was like x_x

i woke up and the zombies were like, "welcome to the family."
all that had happened to me, was that i had turned a pale green and wanted chicken.
then my doorbell rang and i woke up.

>.>

Dear Book,

Why am I up so early ><

dear diary,
i don't know what i'm gonna do with the semester paper for technology!
i have to give it to my teacher on wednesday and i don't even know what i have to write!!!
and i haven't even bought what i need for the project!! grrrr
oh! and btw i'm home alone! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear diary ,

I know that she's my little sis but I hate her -.-

And tomorrow - school ? Oh no , I didn't do my maths homework  *looks for maths' exercise book*

With pencil ,
Anne

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Dear diary

I don’t understand the weather in march. Its freezing in the morning but by the afternoon its boiling. I was so bloody cold this morning i was shaking (i was wearing 4 layers)  and then at college during lunch my boyfriend decided to drag me into town by this time it was BOILING so i got all sweaty in my hefty 4 layers. Fun stuff. He managed to lose his provisional license, but i’m a genius, so i found it for him at the one stop XD
Our college has an inset day tomorrow, and i have nothing to do at home apart from homework so i’m not really looking forward to it, yippee!. No one is gunna be around so i’m stuck in all on my owney
I totally ruled in my german lesson today, i was on fire!!!

Dear Diary,

At school, there was 60 random people chosen to take this stinky-head test. Guess what? I was lucky enough to be chosen!  Our principal was like "This is so we can see what we can do to improve our school and..." (I fell asleep right there) The test was dumb, and I was stuck in this very uncomfortable desk that hurt my bum and back.

I'm going to be in the Drama Department's Pit Orchestra for the musical. I will play clarinet. Our band teacher showed us the music and let us listen to it. It looks and sounds hard to play. I'm not sure I will be able to play it.   

I'm really sad that the Olympics are over. I won't get to see the hottie hot Shaun White, or The Bird Man that was a snake the day after he was a bird. They were cool. I'm going to miss them and the Olympics. Also that red headed speed skater who was on The Colbert Show or whatever it's called was cool too. Lindsay Vohn was awesome also.    

Dear Dumb Diary.
what can I say about today. I almost hit people over the head with my books after they reffered to my eye liner as ... "shizzz" then my friend (who was laughing along with the rest of them) was actually confused about why I was in such a bad mood afterward. "first of all, I like my make-up. second of all, my face is how I comunicate with the outside world, and if you're saying that I have s.hit all over it... well that aint gonna make me feel so great. and third, if you think what Olivia's saying is so d.amn funny, go hang out with her. go on, scat." that showed her.

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Dear Diary,

I've got some things I've got to do. No backing out now. But I don't want to. The person it's about is a MONSTER! The reason I'm doing this isn't because of what he did to me, it's what he did to my Mum. UGH, I can't stand this! NO ONE hurts MY MUM like that and threatens to put her into a mental home! She's perfectly fine, jeez. If ANYONE needs to go anywhere it's HIM. I will NOT cry when I do this, I will not. I have no sympathy for this man.  Okay...I'll try cool down now. I'm sorry, this is really bugging me.
On the upside, WE'RE LEAVING! I can't believe it! Mum's almost-boyfriend is helping us. He's so nice. I'm glad she and he are almost-going out. He seems great for her. He's hiring a big truck to get all our stuff [When I say 'our' I mean Mum's, Nicole's, Anthony's and mine only]. We're moving to Leeds, in England. I know an amazing woman there, who's like another mother to me. She's looking for cheap enough houses, and so are the police. They told me I'm great and brave for doing this. After I heard...What happened to my mother how could I NOT? She's my Mum, I love her too much to let this slide. For the past 5 years I've been a totally different person! Not in a good way. THAT'S why I'm always dyeing my hair, changing my looks...I'm trying to be a different person so I could try to forget...What happened. I need therapy! Can you believe it? I'm worried it won't work. All I think about is what happened. I'll do ANYTHING to not think of it. I mean it. One problem...She or he won't be MY therapist. The one I go to when I've got something on my mind. Oh well, I'll just have to suck it up, and talk to them. I need to get this off my chest, once and for all. I felt better after telling the police, and my mother. It was so hard telling Mum. We both cried, and she admitted that was the last straw. We were leaving. I never felt so relieved. I can get away from the bad memories, and start fresh. It'll be great. Unfortunately I- we can't leave for about...Two or three weeks, and until then I have to act like everything's normal. I'm a pretty good actress so it'll work...Hopefully. I hope I'm not a bad liar anymore...Mum knows I'm doing this- She told me to. If HE knows I'm acting, he'll know something's up. Mum may be divorcing him. If not, we can't go, which is why I HAVE to act like everything's normal. I will, just so we can leave...Just so we can be happy.
Sigh. I guess...Sophie and I can't be friends anymore. It'll be so hard. Maybe we can e-mail once she gets her internet up and running again. She's my best friend...
Well...I'll see how things go.
Sorry for my rambling...Again.
Bianca.